nightmare

Actually i really dunno what i am thinking... I really feel scare again.. I really scare lonely and scare .... Today my mum go out for few hours from evening to night... the house become darker and darker ... That time i feel like the thing i am scare is coming again.... I really need a person who can help me to recover this... Everytime when i in the dark place.. my heart will feel like struggling... I will think back that time.. That time i was being lock for few hours i think... I really damn scare with the silly dark place and no one there... I always try to control myself... its not work...

In my heart, I actually scare lonely ... I need friends... I need friend to support me... Hmmm...