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Now i still think ..what can i do???

Did i choose the correct courses???

Can anyone tell me ??? or else i just study only???

what can i do??? When i go there i feel like i am not happy at it ...

coz i always will worry and think about it ... I really need someone counselor with me...

In this few month , i am not very happy ..i feel like if i go that place.. i will feel got bad thing and sad thing happen.... I feel like not dare to go ...

I always feel like no one will care about me ...at home .. i am the only girl ... no one know what i think .. no one know what i want .. sometimes when with my friends i will feel friendly but sometimes i really feel lonely .... I really feel did i already feel normal that i lonely ???

Now i am not happy and active as before ... Before i am the one, i always act happy and face everyone... Now i really cant endure ... I am the one need more care but i know ...no one will care about me.... I already feel normal ... everyone will think i am just the extra person in everyone heart. They just need me when they need me...

I really caant endure... Now i feel like i less coming out then before ... I really need caring .....Hope the caring angle will come out and help me ...